Amalina_Mohaimin.

I'M BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK BITCH.

2012-01-28T15:45:00.005+08:00

Not really. Just updating this for My Dearest Cousin (Kak Along) :* ♥

Life has been good. I'm single now & I don't think I'm ready to be in one anymore but we'll see how it goes. Had a part time job as a voluntary KG Teacher at my previous school. It is one heck of a wonderful job! Actually, kids aren't as annoying as you think they are. They would listen to you & be as good as they could. Love my kids!

Abdul Khaliq Rafie ♥

These are some of the kids I take care of, there's more but I have limited time to upload (other reason for Malas)

Ok now, Good bye!

Moving On.

2011-10-07T10:20:00.003+08:00

Hello, it has been awhile! I'm on HIATUS mode right now.
But, I'm more active on Tumblr, Twitter & Facebook.
See you guys there! ;)
Adiosss!

(Links available on my sidebar! thanks)

Awesome.

2011-06-05T15:28:00.007+08:00

Bonjour & Hello!

First of all, I would like to say that I am so proud to be one of St James's School Students because Yesterday was AWESOME. I mean like, DOPE man :-)

What actually happened yesterday?

Ok. So, I came to school early as usual yesterday and it was cloudy or like Bruneians always say "Mendung Hari ah!", slightly a few minutes later it rained! Though it's good that it rained but we can't really go to the beach to have our cleanathon. So we had our Jumble Sale only instead. If we did went to the beach it would be very hot and tiring! Like seriously, try going to the beach after 7 and do something that'll make you tired in the end, two words = No.Fun. As it rained we heard some music was played and for sure I knew it was Sir Shaun's Laptop playing on Full Blast Volume using the School's PA System :3 Awesome songs Sir but then we had DJ also which sucks cause all of the songs are DANGDUT -hate it- HAHAHAH. Inda jadi tarus karaoke cause everybody was so excited about everything. We really had fun using Sir Shaun's laptop to control the music. Really wish I could just connect my Ipod to it so I could put on some songs that I like and My Girls like :-D

The first thing I bought at the Jumble Sale was Pepsi cause I was sooo thirsty! Had a simple breakfast at home so obviously I was starving. Luckily mom & dad came early, so I asked for some extra cash to buy some food. We end up spending on FOODS, only especially The Giggles Burger. The burger was huge and cute and it was delicious! Good effort to Khaliq & His Friends & His Brother (Abg Wafy) for setting up a table/corner for Giggles Burger :-) To be honest, I ate two Burgers. One is from the Giggles Burger & another one was from a Random Food Stall, I guess of the the students's parents kali tu berjual but the Burger was good too (100%). Helped Mom, Cik Yot, Mak Ngah & Bibik berjual their food (Laksa, Icing Cookies, Shortbread, Ice Lollies and also Keropok) ngalih but it was worth it. We also had Road Show from NBT. Durang advertise their new Model, Toyota Prius. The car is so lawa, cute and cool dalam nya :3 tapi mahal. There was actually a lot of amazing things happened yesterday but it's hard to describe them in words cause I don't know, terlampau siuk yesterday! We had fun & relief semua stress from EXAMS. Oh yeah, ada this Rabbit, cute ah. Kambang bulu nya! Macam persian cat! Eeeeeeeee cute :3 HEHE.

Masa patang, I accompanied Mom ke office cause she wants to finish her work, so yeah on the way to the office I saw His car passing by masa di High Way and macam ya jua dalam kereta tu :-( but biartia kali eh. Stress saja memikirkan!

Bah, I guess ani saja. Goodbye :-)

Love, Amal.

My Favourite Boys :3

2011-06-05T14:50:00.008+08:00

Why Soooo Fcking Handsome? :3 ♥

Vote For #JOZAN @Maharaja Lawak!

It's Friday right? ♡

2011-06-03T13:55:00.009+08:00

Bonjour everyone!

It's Friday right today? (tuning to Rebecca Black's song) <- weird & awkward.

So, I woke up early today - around 9+ something - sedang kan aku tidur akhir wah last night. Mengigau kali aku ah, yatah awal tarus bangun. Like what the heck? My eyes are still droopy and malas :-S I guess I am still tired and I need extra sleep since esok we're going to have cleanaton & Open Day @ School. Karang tertidur while cleaning & selling things ah. HEHEHEHE :-)

Well last night was awesome. I mean I had this dream right, it's about me in Paris but all of the sudden (towards the end) I'm in KB town. Siuk pulang cause there's this guy, he looks like the guy yang arah True Jackson VP, Ryan Laserbeam played by Matt Shively. He's kinda cute tho :3 Okay okay, at first we were like total strangers and suddenly he's like My Boyfriend. Dalam mimpi pulang saja tu ah, memang ending nya sweet tu kalah gula sampai tergigit bibir ah, LOL. The weird thing is aku macam ada nightmare jua but I am not sure sama ada it's nightmare or happy endings? Well regardless if it's either one cause it's just a dream plus I can't really recall what actually happened. All I can remember is that he hugged me & he disappeared. Sad love story!

Forget about the dream, lets move on. I don't know what's happening to me, I guess I have a fever. Francisco Lachowski Fever ♥, mhmm. While everybody is busy about Justin Bieber & Selena G's Love Story, I am busy adoring & loving My Chico Lachowski :-$ He's so cute & dope & awesome & handsome & perfect. Damn! Mesti kah liat dari gambar saja :-{ Menyedihkan!

I guess ani saja that I want to update. Bah bye :-)

Love, Amal.

When everything seems to go so right ♥

2011-06-02T23:15:00.006+08:00

I love you like seriously (no doubt why) ♥

A Great Song :-)

2011-06-02T21:23:00.002+08:00

♥

#JustRandom

2011-06-02T15:29:00.005+08:00

I AM SURELY & EXTREMELY 100% IN LOVE WITH ..

FRANCISCO LACHOWSKI ♥

Youngsters.

2011-06-01T22:07:00.008+08:00

Hello, once again!

I guess, being the only one who's in a complicated relationship is extraordinary. A part from that, I just don't get it why do I have all this patience for him though everyday it's running thin, as thin as a paper. Every time I hear and listen to his voice, everything seems to calm down. People or even everyone around me might think that I'm confuse with my situation, I guess I'm not. I want to prove to myself and even himself that I am not weak in handling things especially when it comes to our problems. I am always patient with him, giving too much chances and also I sacrifice for him. Crazy? That's just me and my craziness. Unavoidable and Unbelievable love story. As a 16 years old, I'll take this as a challenge and prove to everyone that he's not a bad person.

I never take him for granted because I know that my love towards him is priceless. After-all, love is blind. Isn't it?

♥, Amal.

My #FranciscoLachowski ♥

2011-06-01T17:38:00.008+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Welcome June 2011 :-)

2011-06-01T11:45:00.009+08:00

Hello Readers, who ever & where ever you are!

Rasa nya macam batah sudah aku inda write & post anything arah blog ku ni. It's cuz my schedule was packed with Exams and Assignments (Projects) plus I don't have much ideas to write anything here. But now, since I am fresh with Ideas and Topics to talk about, baik tah ku post! :-)

First of all, FINALLY! Qayyum ke offshore.

Syukur & Good for him ;-) You must be wondering, "Kenapa ya cakap pasal Qayyum lagi?" Well, cemana ku kan cakap ah, kami punya relationship ni macam bestfriends relationship, kira open relationship lah. Because I am so fucking tired pressuring him tapi ya inda jua dangar, inda jua siuk right cematu? So, I keep it low and simple saja lah. Go with the flow nya urang :-P You know lah guys ni, durang sasak kalau tani ni kongkong hidup durang, eksen cakap suka tapi dalam hati ya jua menyumpah. So, to make it smooth and easy, I decided to just make everything as simple as it is cuz I know it's the best :-)

He did called me pulang pakai number office nya di sana, he sounded a bit a different, macam makin relax. Selalunya ya ani jenis nya terlampau kan pressure aku but then bila ya di sana, calm lah usulnya. Maybe because ya free from ' House Pressure '. I gave him my Passport Picture when I was about 7-8 years old, supaya jadi ubat rindu nya :'-)

Though I'd been through bullshits because of him, I can't seem to let him go. Memang lah semua urang if dangar cerita ku, memang durang akan anu ya jahat. Well, kalau kan tau, dua dua punya salah lah. No doubt kenapa :-)

I love you Qayyum ♥

Secondly, SECOND TERM HOLIDAY IS AROUND THE CORNER!

I don't really know the exact reason why I am so excited for my Second Term Holiday. Maybe cause I get to relax, watch TV, update my Twitter 24/7, ReBlog things @ Tumblr and also Sleep late at night. Heheheheh ;-)

But, before kami semua bercuti, our school will be having a Cleanaton & also Open Day, which is sponsored by NBT Brunei. Cool right? I know :3 It is open to Public, so everyone can come and see what we have. Thanks to Miss G because she has put a lot of effort in trying to do the best for each and everyone of us, especially The Form 5/Year 11 students. Thank You Cikgu :-) InsyaAllah, we will give you what you want; Success!

Last but not least, I'm Speechless?

LOL. Inda ku tau apa lagi kan di cakap but macam banyak jua lagi kan di cakap kan ah? Entah eh :-P Oh yes, as you can see, I am addicted to Francisco Lachowski :3 he's so hot! Right? I am so in love with him cuz of his accent, tho he can't really talk English well but sexy wah cara ya cakap ah, like Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ♥ hehehehehe. Suka Alai arah ya atu eh ;-}

Bah, I guess this is it. Will update more nanti. Alright?

Love, Amal.

Love this!

2011-05-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

Rindu.

2011-05-31T22:32:00.002+08:00

My Awesome Girls ♥

#JustRandom

2011-05-30T22:23:00.004+08:00

Hello!

Few more days to go then cuti second term! Can't wait.
Seriously, Combined Science was tough :-S confirm FAIL. So does POA! Why teachers WHY!? Dreadful berabis rasa ku dalam Exam Hall mikir kan POA sama Combined Science ah. Those two lah paling threatening ah. Payah, banartah. Will target Maths instead, InsyaAllah! BTW, I just feel like updating. Soo yeah, that's all :-)

k thanks bye!

Love, Amal ♥

#JustRandom

2011-05-30T22:20:00.003+08:00

Terlampau lawa these bags! ♥ ♥

#JustRandom

2011-05-30T22:18:00.004+08:00

too cute :3

#JustRandom

2011-05-30T22:17:00.002+08:00

Keep It Natural Baby ;-)

2011-05-21T18:49:00.003+08:00

Hello :-)
I am in Examination Mode!

@FranciscoLachowski

2011-05-14T22:38:00.003+08:00

My Sexy Man ;-) ♥

#FranciscoLachowski :-)

2011-05-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

In a Relationship with Francisco Lachowski ♥
(in my dreams but still worth it)

I am a champion.

2011-05-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

Being single isn't so bad at all. It makes me fell erratically beautiful again and again :-)

@mallyn_mohaimin

2011-05-06T20:59:00.002+08:00

U Smile, I Smile :3

Happy Birthday @ChrisBrown :3

2011-05-06T18:17:00.005+08:00

Happy Belated 22nd Birthday Shawty!
I love you :3 You're talented, inspirational and a swagger to me.
Although you've been through a lot of tough times and people around just can't stop judging the bad side of you (which I will never do) but those words won't stop me from being obsessively in love with you. And again, I love you @ChrisBrown (Breezy) ;-)
❤ ❤

U smile, I smile.

2011-04-22T22:38:00.006+08:00

wadduuuuuuuuuuuup ay?
I miss #Qayyum♥ ;-)

One love!

2011-04-18T21:00:00.009+08:00

Apa Khabaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar?

(That was random)

-
Today was a tough day - I guess - for Saa, Nabilah, Alisha, Nad and also Fatrina. Because, they had their first and ever before June O'level Oral Examination! They seemed so calm tho but I don't know. Now I am nervous! Tho mine will be around September or August? I guess ;-) Can't believe it's already April! It feels as if it's still around January and February but you know time keeps on slipping off our hands! Just like Mr Asokan always say. He's so right! Sekajap also rasanya ah? I am so not ready for O'level but I have to! The boys had their football practice as early as 8:00AM sharp with Mr Ajm :-P @ Padang Sekolah Ahmad Tajudin. Why do ze boys don't feel as nervous as I do? So inequitable berabis! Oh yeah, I had fun laughing with The Head Prefect & also Aqeem during Computer class. Aqeem is a joker! Seriously! I laughed like a lot. Tensions released, finally! Waw ~ I have to say that I used a lot of discrimination marks today, maybe I am just too anxious with a lot of things.

I guess today I am too tired and I don't have much to say, so ENOUGH SAID :-)
kthnksbye!

Standing like a boss!

2011-04-17T20:57:00.006+08:00

My best buddies! Those pictures were taken during our last week's ECA ;-}
(P/s: Bud always love to interrupt me while I was posing for the camera)

Nazwin, My baby boy ;}

A picture of my future In-laws ;-P Guess which one is my darling?

An Old Time Favourite.

2011-04-17T11:07:00.006+08:00

" Speak it out loud, tell it while you're standing straight and your eyes connects with mine! And I'll see if your voice is strong enough for me, if your legs are tough enough to stand while staring at me without any blink."
-

That was just a random quote tho ;-)

Mysterious Boyfriend Ever!

2011-04-16T19:55:00.005+08:00

Hello ..

Ya Allah! I hate my relationship situation right now, I hate it so much. I just hate the fact that my boyfriend has been ignoring me without me, knowing what's going on! What is wrong kan? Are you playing fool with me right now!? Sasak ku wah kau selalu buat cemani arah aku. Aku ni apakan bagi mu? Service community kah apa? Pui. Pukima! Kalau sekadar kan kelaie pasal benda yang inda masuk akal, malas wah ku sudah! sanggal ku sudah kan kelaie ani. Banyak kali sudah ni ah aku saja malar mengalah macam apa! Fuck off. Kau fikir semua cousin mu gagah gagah aku kan kacut lah sanang sanang and aku kan melutut lah all the time? sial banar. Ani banar banar sasak ku sudah ah! Everytime wah, everytime! Ish.

Walaupun kau lelaki inda semesti nya kau saja RAJA! If kan revenge, jangan tah sampai over! Not worth it okay? You are just going to make me do the same thing over and over again. So not a gentlemen! Remember that I always put 100% attention towards you? What do I get? A piece of shit? Not even close maybe! Entah eh, kalau bukan sebab kami batah sudah sama sama and aku terlampau sayang arah kau inda kali aku kan sama kau now! You are just wasting my love energy and my tears! Apatah kau dapat tu menyakit kan hati ku saja? Dapat duit kah? Fade up wah ku sudah! Can I at least have a bit of your sympathy so that my life would be less miserable. Aku bagi kau kebebasan untuk layan bohsia lain jangantah kan over ani, nada perasaan ah kau? Tukar tah kali eh lesen kereta mu ah. From BW to BAE ah, baru ngam sama kau! Sasak! Kalau kau kan sampai tangan arah aku, sampaikan tia hajat atu. Inda ku takut, banyak side ku ni kan back up ah. If you are trying to teach me a lesson, I've had enough! I am not stupid, I am just trying to get what's best for you. If this is what you are expressing out towards me, then you might want to turn on your brain a little bit Mr! I think, I am currently in a relationship with a childish guy!

Bah, sudah tah eh. Enough said >:(

An Awesome Day!

2011-04-16T14:24:00.009+08:00

Congratulations to
PRINCE ABDUL MATEEN ♥

(Read More Here)

Love from,
your biggest fan! :-}

Because I want it that way.

2011-04-15T14:10:00.003+08:00

New looks? Go figure :-)

Say what you need to say.

2011-04-11T18:07:00.005+08:00

Hello Wello Yello! :-}

Sorry, I've deleted the pictures that I've uploaded last night.
The spammer was right actually, I shouldn't post any pictures like that but I will post a picture of me and boyfriend soon, if we have time to meet each other.
Okay? I am not a coward, I'm just trying to protect my family's pride and you were right.
Happy? So I think it's quite detailed that I've answered those questions on my Formspring and I hope that " Person " had fun fooling around and messing around with my Fs.
Say what you need to say, you just can't bring me down and thanks for reminding me.
Remember, nobody's perfect right? :-)

If it means a lot to you.

2011-04-06T18:44:00.009+08:00

I totally agree with John Mayer!

Hello :-)

I am currently in a curious and unsatisfied mood. Cuz I heard something that aren't as satisfying as it supposed to be so yeah, I am fucking pissed off about it. Although, I don't want to actually bring up this kind of things cause personally I think it's quite childish and immature. well, I have to admit that girls just can't go anywhere without Gossip and interesting irrelevant stories! Can't really resist those type of thing when you're a teenager. Actually, I don't really care about what people want to say about me or what so ever but please don't hurt my friends. I just hate it and as the matter of fact it ain't worth it so why brag about it? I don't want to be called as a backstabber, a slut, an untrue friend or what's-not. Seriously, it's alright for anyone to just talk shit about me but if you start hurting any one of friends, especially close ones, I'll try to drag myself in cause I really care about them not cause I'm a stuck up bitch or what so ever.

If you're not satisfied with them, tell them directly. Don't be afraid, we're not perfect. Everybody makes mistakes, everybody fell off something, everybody lies, everybody wants to be as good as the others, so yeah don't act as if you're right all the time. We did everything for you just to make you feel a lot better but then you treat us like bullshits and say all those trash words which I personally think so unnecessary. Go a head and act as if the world is yours but never hurt my friends nor my family. Cause I really hate it.

I know that someone is just not that satisfied because of my bond with Raisa, so? Does it bug you that much until you have the guts to just talk about me? It's not like I'm with her 24/7. Yes, we're very close and we share things! That's cause we trust each other although sometimes I might have that negative thoughts about her, but still at the end of the day she's my bestfriend! Can't you just live your life? You're still young, so take good care of yourself. I am just speechless when it comes to backstabber(s) cause I don't even know what to comment anymore about this " drama " which sometimes I might take it as a pathetic storyline. So yeah, enough said.

And @ My boyfriend, can you just stop treating me as if I'm some kind of shit? Cause fucking hell I hate it. I'm just a normal girl who wants to volunteer taking good care of you so don't fucking be such an arse! get it? Don't say words that I don't want to hear, don't mention thing I hate to be called and don't just treat me as if I'm a douche bag which you can hit and run all the time! I am fucking tired hurting myself just because of you! Remember, NOBODY IS PERFECT!

kthanksbye :-)

P/s: Thanks mom for buying those FaceShop things!

Until the end of time.

2011-04-04T20:40:00.008+08:00

Just a random picture update!

Hello :-)

The picture above was taken using Raisa's camera with ze blue effect! love it ;}
Bytheway, I think Imma deactivate my blog for a while cuz I don't really know what to write or post anymore. so yeah, okaythanksbye!

Love, Amal.
xoxo

Status: Away For Awhile :-)

2011-03-09T21:34:00.006+08:00

(Picture from 2011 ICC Trip)

Hello Everyone!

My Blog is currently in HIATUS! mode. Just for a while tho :-)

Will be updating more about my daily activities and what's been happening around me right after I am 100% done dealing with my first term examinations. Alright? Wish me luck. Until then, good bye! :}

With love, Mallyn Mohaimin.

Idol - Scarlett Johansson :-)

2011-02-25T21:46:00.006+08:00

I ♥ Adore Her in Blonde :-)

Forgiveness and Love

2011-02-25T20:06:00.006+08:00

Hello :-)

How are you guys doing? I am super fine, it's just I am so anxious about everything that will be happening to me! I don't know why. Especially my upcoming First Term Examination. Hopefully, I could score every subject because my boyfriend is threatening me. He said if I have red marks on my result, he won't be talking to me for a month. NOOOOOOOOOOO! I don't want that to happen, seriously! So, I have to study then. I love the fact that he's supporting me in my studies although sometimes he's a douche but I love him. It's love, what do you expect :-D

I had extra class early in the morning which started around 7.30 am. I know right, crap shit why so early?! Actually, it starts around 8.30 am but for the sake of Nabilah's mengaji class, Sir changed the time earlier. Yeap, everyone was unsatisfied. Like whoot? But that's ok since all of us will be doing their O'levels this year, we have to put extra effort so that we could score 6-8 O's. Because, nothing is impossible & the sky is the limit. Right? Please take note :-) Hahaha. The extra class wah fine. We had;

English - We did Past Year Paper 2 (practice) and I was clueless while doing the summary, seriously. I don't even know what I was writing about. My summary was full with non-sense.
Geography - Sir skipped this so that we had enough time to finish the english paper.
Mathematics - We did past year papers too! I was seriously confused about the working given. All I did was copy the whole working on the board and GTFO the class :-p

Went home around 10.30 am and I was exhausted. Had lunch, after that straight away I took a nap. Yeap, I woke up fresh! :-) Watched Victorious for a while and realize that I've seen that episode before so I switched it off and went down to have some Tea with Mama. While having some Tea, Mama told me about this Surat Putus Cinta thingy on Facebook. She showed me the note and I read it full with laughter and emotional feelings. Seriously funny but kesian jua the girl at the same time! Those type of guys should go straight to hell. Kejam, banartah! After I was done reading that stupid Surat Putus Cinta, I was touched as I read the other story that was posted. Touching much and so sweet! It thought me not to judge someone by their looks but judge them by the way they pampered me and love me just the way I am. Let me share the link: http://fyippl.com/index.php/surat-putus-cinta/ - there you go. Copy & Paste the link and start reading it. It's a funny story but seriously if I was the girl, I would cry so hard and brutally kill him for sure. Oh yeah, the Sweet love story is there too! Just scroll down. You'll find it :-D Alright, I guess I've mentioned a lot here. Time to go now, toodles. x

P/s: Lauren Alaina made it to top 24, yay! - American Idol ;-)

If it means something.

2011-02-24T14:46:00.006+08:00

Hello :)

You must be wondering kan kenapa I share that photo with you guys? Cauuuuse, I really love my twitter background. I can't even thing of any other picture to set as my background, cause I really love my current background. Right, apakan. So.. School was awesome cause we didn't had much lessons due to the rehearsal for this Monday (28th february). Kami ada macam mini concert lah cematu. Can't wait! Hopefully, durang Ammar bawa their camera. So more pictures to come! After lunch, I had a short phone-call with my sayang pasal I really miss him to the power of missing someone so badly. He called pakai his office's number. Next week ya ke offshore, memang jiwang kejiwa kepisan ni aku ah. But inda papa, balik saja dari offshore kana belanja! love you abang qayyum, mwaa :3 (I find it weird calling him abang tho but it's cute)

Alright. I don't have much things to say because aku malas to the maximum! Nasib jua nada Homework but I have to revise jua. O'level - Coming Soon :-s Bah, toodles. x

I MISS MY QAYYUM ♥

Cause we're cool like that.

2011-02-23T18:00:00.010+08:00

(Picture taken from Ammar's facebook)

Yesterday was my birthday! It went pretty well although I didn't got any presents from anyone, cause urang alum terima wah :-) But there were tonnes of birthday greetings on my facebook. I still consider that as one of my greatest presents! Syukran ;) I'm loving that picture above ♥

P/s: I am loving that bunny picture! Arah my "Welcome" sidebar section, cute bunnies.

Cause we're cool like that.

2011-02-18T15:27:00.005+08:00

My Favourite Gentlemen!
♥

I guess, I know, I will, I am going to be a good person.

2011-02-04T16:32:00.010+08:00

Allah Most High says,
" If I try someone by taking his/her sight and he/she is patient, I will reward him/her with Paradise." (Bukhari) ♥

Hello Everyone! :-)

She's awesome because she wears Hijab and at the same time she's still rocking the fashion world for Muslimah. Alhamdullilah :)

so yeah, masih holiday today and I don't have much things to do! but for sure I have some Homework and yes, I have to study Bio for next week's topic test. Tomorrow I am off to Miri since one of cousin is getting married, which is exciting cause I seriously want to go to McDonald's Drive Thru again! Hopefully mom agrees with me since we're going down to Miri with Kak Hani and Of course Kak Yasmin :) Alright, till here then! Will update more soon.
x

Super freak of the freak freakiest girl :3

2011-02-04T00:16:00.007+08:00

I miss my boyfriend ♥

ok bye, Happy Chinese New Year! btw :)

I love -

2011-02-02T17:25:00.006+08:00

#Tumblr ♥

P/s: I'll be posting some stories, soon!

It's Britney, bitch. :-)

2011-02-01T22:48:00.005+08:00

Hit Me Baby One More Time!

Melt The Snow Honey.

2011-01-31T18:20:00.007+08:00

Hello lovelies!

@School:

Good morning Monday, nice to meet you again. The first person I saw and talked to at school was Khairina, as usual cause she always comes early. We talked about a lot of things and it was fun :-) The second person was Shann. Yeah, I forgot to bring my Hair-Straightener for her, Sorry! I totally forgot about that since I was wondering about something else early in the morning. Silly me! I keep on forgetting things now a days. Am I getting older? Yes! By the way, first - third period was MIB and Bahasa Melayu and yes, I was freaking cold. Seriously, too cold salah - too hot salah also! Sasak eh. Next subject was POA, it was fun? but tiring at the same time. I seriously have to score POA! Since I am so into Accounting and Finance :-p right!

Break time!

As usual, gossiped with My Girls and it was running. Again, it was cold outside. Cannot like this, cold everywhere. Half-an Hour passed by and it's time for Ugama then. All we did was read the notes, check the notes and talk about the notes. Isn't that cool? yeah, cool - I think. After Ugama period, it's My Favourite teacher's turn to teach - Mathematics. Seriously, Maths was kind of easy, maybe because it's still early of the year. Oh yeah, can't wait for Maths Tuition on 8th, right after Chinese New Year :3 cool. After school, we had Extra class & Ugama Kelas Tambahan. The difference between those two classes is that, The ugama class is just like Morning classes and extra class is extra class :-)

@Extra Class/Ugama Kelas Tambahan:

We had the Ugama class first, all I did with Kharina & Budd was Laughing Drama Laughing! It was fun cause we really did make an effort to be a good actor & actresses :-p Hahaha. The class was held for about 45 mins only today cause Cikgu was not feeling well, I guess? So all we did again was laugh, chit/chat, shouting etc. At 2, the extra class was Commerce. Actually, we had 4 periods of Commerce extra class with Teacher but then on the third period of commerce half of the class was busy helping Cikgu Alia with some paper stapling and stuff, so Teacher Nisha had to stop teaching and start marking our POA books. Thanks for the free time cher! Oh no, it wasn't meant to be free time actually. I have to do a lot of corrections but then I forgot to bring my Exercise Book, that's why I have some free time. :-p Without wasting any time, I made some jokes that made Amal K and Fazira and Alai Raisa laughed! :-D Damn, good times. I am sure, I'll miss that when I graduated from School. Saa did record those moments when I was making some jokes, hopefully it's not that bad or embarrassing for me ;)

Alright. I think I've said enough. So yeah, toodles.

I miss my boyfriend :-)

2011-01-28T21:23:00.008+08:00

Hi Mohammad Qayyum, I miss you ♥

Hello.

You must be wondering right siapa Qayyum ni? He's my boyfriend, long period boyfriend which I've hurt, love, care etc. Although before I used to like K, but I'm over him because I felt guilty leaving My Boyfriend over someone who doesn't want to be with me and he knew that I liked someone else which drag us into a BIG BIG fight which was so hurtful for me to handle but in the end he forgive me due to love. Thanks sayang! I've had Karma, Painful heart, Few hours of sleep and other stressful depressing things. So that's what you get when you leave someone for someone you like :')

But people, learn from your mistake! Because nobody is perfect right? And I know, I've learned from what I've did. And yes, I deserve to be punish but love, I want you to know that no matter what, ups & downs, I would always turn back to you and hope that we'll be together for a long period of time - I swear! Not each and every one of my friends like My Boyfriend, but for me he's someone who has discovered the real side of me and yes, I feel comfortable sitting next to him, hugging his chubby tummy and holding his manly hands. I mean like, I am me when I'm with him. Just like when I'm with my best friends and families. Not to be over reacting right now but yeah, it's true! I love him because we've been through a lot together. Yes, both of us has cheated on each other but at the end of the day, we go back to each other again cause we know what's best.

I know he won't be reading this by any chances, but I just want everyone to know that if I'm in love, I'm seriously in love. I don't just fall and get up but I think first before falling and getting up. :-)

It's a brand new day baby.

2011-01-27T22:46:00.004+08:00

Sha-na-na-na-na in the morning ♥

Hey, Isn't she fucking beautiful? If you said Yes, I know right. I got this picture from #Tumblr - as usual. Alright, today went pretty well! It was fun. I bullied Shannon by singing the Sha-la-la-la in the morning song. Classic! :-p Sorry shan, I can't resist that song. It's so catchy! :)

I don't actually have much things to say right now. So yeah, x.

#MyFashionIcon.

2011-01-23T15:07:00.012+08:00

Hello Brunei!

~~Hate Zac Efron cause he cut his hair :(~~ & Love her cause she's beautiful :3

♥ Whitney Port :)
-

I say:

Alright. It's Sunday today and I feel so bored. Will be attending school tomorrow and yes, a lot of things to copy from my girls since I didn't attend school on Saturday due to " Everyone in the house was sick! " issue :-p

BTW, I've been so pissed about this one girl who commented on this Fan Page I've created, like okay ~ Get a life bitch. My rights, My rules. If anything happens, I'll be the one who's responsible about zhese thing! Damn, just give yourself a rest lah girl. Luckily last night she admitted that she was wrong, yeah lucky u annoying girl --' And also another case is about my Blackberry. The guy (The person we bought the phone from) has gone missing and yes of course my dad is so pissed right now! Even I'm pissed about this. I mean like, who won't be excited to get a Blackberry!? sigh. Yes, I have to admit 2011 sucks already! How many more not-exciting-things will happen ay? Hopefully none :( Enough said.

Mid-Night!

2011-01-23T01:08:00.006+08:00

(It's Olivia Palermo :})

It's Sunday Mid-Night, I am so bored & sleepy. Got nothing to do besides resting my head for now.
Alright, G'night! ♥

Please ..

2011-01-22T22:02:00.008+08:00

.... :'-)

#TumblrRocks!

2011-01-21T15:02:00.007+08:00

Hey guys! Please don't ever skip that video, you should watch that. Makes you laugh your heart out, period :p btw, Hello Blog! It's been months? I guess. I've been busy with things, so I don't have much time to Post anything here but I am active on Facebook, Twitter & even Tumblr. Loving the fact that I'm senior and Class Monitor now but hate the fact that I have to attend my GCE O'Levels this year! Have to make Mom & Dad proud by making good results for them and my future. Not going to take A'Levels because of my academic status but that's alright. As long as I get the chance to go to ITB :-) that would be fine! Hopefully I could go to UK to further my studies since mostly students who graduated from ITB could easily apply for any scholarship (Priority given to Yellow I/C - Bruneians) Don't you think that's cool? :-D

Skipping about what will happen in the future lets talk about where the future starts; School! It's a brand new year and a few of brand new teachers. Yeah, cool nice fun = not. It's kind of hard to find a cool teacher now a days, I mean who really understands what Teens are thinking. All I can say is that, nobody can replace Sir Tim :-p HUWUHUWUHUWUHUWU! I am so weird, I always talk about something and ends up with another something that doesn't really relates with the first something - like right now! :-D

These past few days, School was fun because we didn't do much things except Our Own Work! I know, every student likes it when their teachers are not around, especially seniors :-p All we did was Bingo & helping bud, lish & sarah with their "alphabet game". And also, everyone was willing to skip CC because Sir A told us to stand in front of the class and describe about our Idol & our Bestfriends. I talked about my Idol, Chris ♥ It wasn't easy for me, since it's been a long period of time I haven't stood in front of everyone and talk :-p Nervous! Hahahaha, yeah thanks sir --' by the way, Congratulations to Nabilah and her New Boyfriend, for real kah laaaaaai? :O Ter-surprise me tawus! Bah bah, I think I've said enough. So yeah, toodles! x

♥

Family Day Dramas!

2010-12-18T18:36:00.006+08:00

Heyho Everyone!

Today went pretty well actually. I had fun but not at the family day tho but at the bowling alley instead. It was a last minute plan tho since we were at the empire and we were totally bored with the games provided so my mom & her colleagues planned to play bowling. hoyeaaah it was fun although my marks aren't that satisfying or nice to see :p I'm just a beginner okay? Can't believe my dad scored the highest among all of us. Go dad! it was worth paying $5 per head for one game because all of us had a lot of fun. Today was consider as a sweet history for me because it was my first time riding a buggy around empire! Since the venue was quite far from the parking area, so we used the buggy instead of walking. Spoiled brats! :p I know I know. Since it's free might as well use it instead of wasting energy. HEHEH.

We arrived at empire around 11am and the weather was okay at first. Around 12pm, it was quite hot & I was sweating like ze hell. Seriously! :( The food was just okay, last time was better than this time. The chicken pie that I've been craving for almost a year tasted so bad. yuck! Hated it but luckily the fish fillets and beef mini burgers was tasty! At least something to fill up my stomach because I was starving that time :) We went home around 3.40 because we were in a rush to pick up my handbag at Beribi. Lovin' the bag, it's so gorgeous! Hahah. Okay, I'll stop here since I am so tired. Bah toodles x

My New Baby Girl ♥

P/s: No pictures of the family day cause I forgot my camera! :p

U smile, I smile.

2010-12-17T12:13:00.006+08:00

Hey guys!

I am so hungry and freaking starving right now because I haven't had my breakfast yet and yes, now is lunch time. I woke up late okay? Hahah. By the way, about the picture I've posted earlier, it's nothing. He's one of close guy friend and we know each other for years now, so yeah. No hard feelings aye? :) thanks. Seriously, I am lovin' Justin Bieber's song - U Smile. It's so sweet and makes me want to smile everytime!

Awww, Chris ♥ You're just too cute for me to resist!

I never got bored listening to jokes.

2010-12-16T18:58:00.007+08:00

"I let her go for now but it doesn’t mean that I don’t love her anymore. We’re just thinking of what might happen maybe tomorrow, someday, in the time that we both don’t expect. We’ll just meet and maybe, just maybe, it would be our time again."

- Zac Efron ♥

Hi. I know that every girl wants to hear those type of words from a boy they love the most because I know I do. Well, who doesn't want to own a guy who is as perfect and as charming as Zac. Am I right or Am I wrong? Reading the news about their break ups really did make me feel a bit dissapointed because usually I don't really agree with " who the fuck is dating my favourite singer/actor/model! " kinda thing but Zac & V are like perfect couples. We can say that they're like real life Barbie and Ken! Well, life is not perfect. There will be a lot of Ups and Downs although we like it or not right? :')

So, currently I am having my holidays and I am not enjoying it because I am so bored at home! I've been doing the same thing over and over again every day. That is - waking up so late, eating lunch and breakfast at the same time, watching my favourite tv shows, taking a nap, waiting for my mom to come home from work, checking out facebook & twitter, MSN-ing, late night sleep and not to forget, taking a bath twice a day! What else should I do? I can't drive so I can't go anywhere I want :( ergh so bored. When the school reopens, " Welcome To Senior Year! " argh, can't believe that I'm already that old. I mean, come on! I still want to enjoy my life with my friends without using any pens, pencils and exam papers! Hopefully, I can do well in my major public exam next year, Amin. :) Oh yeah, can't believe that I am actually in Form 5 next year, mom would be crying & dad would be so proud. HAHAH :p just kidding.

okay, I am done now. Toodles! x

Because I want to.

2010-12-15T12:34:00.004+08:00

I will move on & I won't look back :)
kthanxbai.

Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens Split!

2010-12-14T20:00:00.005+08:00

OFFICIALLY PUTUS!

Zachary Alexander Efron, 23 & Vanessa Anne Hudgens, 22 - broke up! I don't know when but it's spread all over the entertainment news. On zac's side, hell yeah it's a good news for me but poor vanessa. After a long period relationship, they end up with no dramas or no third party involve. I think it's just a miss understood or both of them just want to relax a bit and concentrate more on their careers since both of them are still young and fresh! Well, Good luck to both of them. :)

One love!

2010-11-29T20:35:00.007+08:00

Victoria Justice & Avan Jogia - luvly! :)

I ♥ These pictures!

What's up with the world?

2010-11-22T20:07:00.009+08:00

Welcome to my (I ♥) list!

I ♥ My Self
I ♥ FOOD
I ♥ My Friends & Families
I ♥ Justin Velles (Jet Li)
I ♥ Poreotics/Poreotix
I ♥ Gossip Girls!
I ♥ Blake Lively
I ♥ Talking
I ♥ Chanel
I ♥ Dolce & Gabbana
I ♥ Anna Sui
I ♥ Brunei Darussalam: The Abode Of Peace
I ♥ The Holy City of Mekkah
I ♥ New York City
I ♥ Milan
I ♥ Paris
I ♥ Hollywood
I ♥ Las Vegas
I ♥ Shopping
I ♥ Money
I ♥ Forever21
I ♥ Francisco Lachowski
I ♥ Zanessa (Zachary Alexander Efron & Vanessa Anne Hudgens)
I ♥ Christopher Maurice Brown
I ♥ Taylor Daniel Lautner
I ♥ Taeyang
I ♥ Shia Saide LaBeouf
I ♥ Audrey Hepburn
I ♥ Vintage Fashion
I ♥ Music
I ♥ High School Musical
I ♥ Purple, Grey & Peachy Pink Red.
I ♥ Rainbow
I ♥ The 80's Fashion
I ♥ Watching Movies @The Cinema
I ♥ Singing & Dancing in My Room, alone.
I ♥ Tumblr
I ♥ Twitter
I ♥ Plixi & Twitpic
I ♥ YouTube! etc.

FUCKYEAAAAAAAAAH, I love a lot of things!

And these are just half of it. I think so. Okay, toodles! :-)

Hello Hello Baby.

2010-11-20T09:54:00.009+08:00

This is weird ..

but I miss talking & laughing w/ Budd. Yes, I miss talking with him and also laughing out loud! Although he's already loud enough but his laughter makes me laugh louder. Apakan? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! weird. Wellz, the PPG (Budd, Saa & I) are always the loudest geng in class! Since last year sudah. Sampai Sir Archie and some of our classmate pun sasak sama kami :)

Heyho Everyone!

You must me wondering how am I doing, right? I am doing fine. Sooo fine! I could feel the fine-ness in me. And also I've been busy, busy with BIEBEEEEEEER FEVER. Nooo, but really I was busy. Busy with YouTube vids and song cover! It was kind of successful, I guess? And, oh yeah

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil'Adha to every Muslim in this whole wide world!

Last wednesday, I was @MakNgah's house. As usual, we had some gathering for ze hari raya. It was fun but not as fun as before back when I was a kid. We used to have Korban, but this past few years - None. Maybe because of some specific reasons that I don't want to know or maybe because Atuk & Nenek are not around anymore. I miss both of them so much. Especially nenek, Al-fatihah :')

Back to what I did @MakNgah's house. I watched Mantra w/ my cousin (Yasmin). The movie really did freaks me out like SERIOUSLY. But overall, it wasn't that scary. It's just like normal scary movie! Setaie aku ah :P but really, it wasn't that scary. After watching Mantra, Parenthood was playin' on StarWorld. So we watched it. Conflict berabis family nya! Wow. Tragic! How could a cousin date a cousin's boyfriend and had sex with him? Baie banar! Oh yes, not to forget that last wednesday was Kak Yasmin's Birthday! Happy Birthday preeeeetty ♥ make more wonderful & delicious pastries! HEHEHEHE.

Okay. On Thursday, I watched another scary movie called Wujud 2? or something like that. I was freaking scared, it's like Paranormal Activity but the malay version of it. And the best part was, I watched it @School with my friends. No, not on TV but we used a Projector @The School Computer Lab. Really did make me feel as if I'm in a movie and I was soooooooooooooooooooo scared to the power of scared especially when I was at home :s Can't imagine how my face was. Yucks! Those people in the movie are really really really brave people, yknow. How could they be so brave? I can't be as brave as them! Kay, what the heck!

I guess, Imma stop now! Will continue again soon. Toodles, x

P/s: I ♥ Justin (JetLi) Velles of Poreotics!

I ain't gonna waste you.

2010-11-19T20:03:00.006+08:00

♥ him. gorgeous!

Click on Play, I am sure you'll be LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL! :p coz, I did. HAHAHAHAHA. ;)

Welcome Back! :-)

2010-11-13T18:24:00.010+08:00

... I feel so lonely because of you, it's all because of you.

P/s: I ♥ Poreotics, they're awesome :-)

heyho!

2010-10-20T14:55:00.007+08:00

INACTIVE! :-)

.. due to examination. will be back on November! k, toodles.

Hello Hello. :D

2010-10-15T08:49:00.006+08:00

Saa Euphric ♥

Hi Baby Girl. Sayang ku kan kau ani, yatah ku post ni :') walaupun kau jauh di KB, aku di lumut. Tetap ku setia sama kau on msn tiap hari. Heheheh! I post thiz to show how much I love you as my best-friend, Raisaa. Kau tah paling best dengan ku Gossip, Bercerita, Bercurhat, Melapangkan fikiran and Ketawa berabis rabis! We're just like B & S. The bond of our friendship will never fade away. xx

Sincerely,
Amal. :)

Helloooooo Qtea.

2010-10-14T18:00:00.011+08:00

I ♥ My Friends! Ze best of ze best :)

When you have tonnes of amazing friends, keep them. Never break their hearts, never back-stab them (apologies if you do), always try to be the best for them and support them in anything they're up to, no matter what! Trust me, I do these things all the time and see how happy I am with my friends.♥

w/ The Haji-s ♥

The Gossip School Girls ♥

We are the PPG (PowerPuffGeng) ♥

"True happiness consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and choice."

- Samuel Johnston

Day By Day.

2010-10-01T09:36:00.003+08:00

Heyho Bloggers!

I've been MIA-ing myself for months now and today I just feel like filling something here. Okay, everybody knows that it's still Hari Raya season. Well, this year I personally think that it was such an super awesome hari raya because we had Hari Raya celebration @School. Years back, there was no celebration. boring right? I knoww. :s Last wednesday, we had a trip to Bandar. It was siuk. Although everyone felt so dizzy everytime they get out of ze bus! :D

The best part in the bus was, we played a game called " Jangan Lupa Lirik " created by Buddy McCoy (right) HAHAHAHAHAHA. Early that morning, the bus's aircond was freaking cold. I was freezing man! geez. we went to the Jerudong Prison and Health Gallery! The prison thingy was ze hell for me because I was freaking scared of the sebat demo and the Health Gallery was ze heaven. I know, two places with different atmosphere. Culture shock tarus! but I had fun tho with my chicas. thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanks girls :D love you guys!

As usual, every trip to bandar we must go to the Mall right? :D I had DimSum and Kolo Mee for lunch! Nyaman :D We were supposed to go to Giant but the bus driver missed it! DAMN. everybody was like, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! HAHAHAHA. kes sakai kan ke giant wah :P .. okay! I am done here. good-bye <3

Prince of my heart :P

2010-08-20T21:25:00.006+08:00

Hello :)

I love Francisco Lachowski to the max ♥

mine! all mine. get it? k, bye. x

I am not alone.

2010-08-15T20:52:00.005+08:00

Hello :)

I am totally out of ideas actually but I feel like typing, so yeah. First of all, congratulations to myself because I've read half of the book that I've told you guys the other day. About Our Prophet's wife, it's actually an awesome book. I enjoy reading it although it's in Malay. but yeah, that's also one way for me to understand the story easier rather than searching unknown words on the dictionary, which takes time. right? :) The book had taught me how to be seorang yang penyabar, which every Muslimin & Muslimah should and must have in their heart, soul or even blood. It's not easy pulang to sabar but it's worth the fight, like our prophet always do. He never fought back every time his enemies talked something bad about him (hina) or even do something cruel to him, which is so extraordinary for a human being like me to understand. the very best part is that he could sabar to the power of sabar, which is so rare now a days :s Rahmat Allah to him, I guess ;)

As general knowledge, we should know how to be a good person and protect our-self and our love ones from all the bad thing. As what I've read so far, Our Prophet will always try to do the best of the best and will never give up. He's not perfect, well almost actually but he is extraordinary than any of us in the universe today. :) I think, teenagers should start reading this type of books so that they won't go far apart from their religion (Islam). Just telling tho, it's up to you guys if you want to follow or not.

Bytheway, esok I have school and also class petang which will be so tiring :( what to do, school rules. Can't stop but just have to follow instead. I hope everything will be fine tomorrow. I hope there's no bad things or even bad-luck, since it's the month of Ramadhan. And yeah, I also have Maths Tuition tomorrow. Mudahan mendapat berkat semasa puasa ni, amin. Heheh, I am off to bed now. Will update more, soon ;)

k, good night & bye. x

Miss Him To The Power Of Miss Him :(

2010-08-12T21:20:00.012+08:00

Hello Everyone :)

gaaaaaaaah, look at him. how wonderful ♥ :') I miss his old hair and I miss the owner of the hair, who's using white in the picture above. yeaaaaaaaaaaaah, complicated berabis. I want the old us back, that's all :'(

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i miss my past :(

I am so depressed to the power of depressed right now :( I just couldn't smile that well at the mean time. My head is spinning and I am so worried about something. shit :( I just can't think wisely. yeah, maybe because I am too sad or something like that. as I've mentioned earlier, yeah I miss that guy! sasak li kamu eh :( but I don't care, I just want to post this things. Aku mau luah kan perasaan ku but I can't and I awkwardly don't know why. whattheheck? :O antah. Selamat Berpuasa! unfortunately, today I can't puasa because I have my pms going on :( rugi banar. but that's okay, next week, probably on tuesday I'll start my puasa. I don't want to tangguh any of my puasa because I don't want to qadha. Some of my past puasa pun I haven't qadha yet, Ya Allah :( I am so stressed out! bah, I should stop here. x

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA. fuck yeah!

Be Right Back.

2010-08-11T22:55:00.006+08:00

♥

Cinta Kan Membawa Mu Kembali - Mike Indonesian Idol.

Tiba saat mengerti jerit suara hati
Yang letih meski mencoba melabuhkan rasa yang ada
Mohon tinggal sejenak lupakanlah waktu
Temani air mataku teteskan lara
Merajut asa menjalin mimpi
Endapkan sepi sepi

Cintakan membawamu kembali disini
Menuai rindu membasuh perih
Bawa serta dirimu,dirimu yang dulu
Mencintaiku apa adanya

Saat dusta mengalir jujurkanlah hati
Genangkan batin jiwaku,genangkan cinta
Seperti dulu saat bersama tak ada keraguan

Cintakan membawamu kembali disini
Menuai rindu membasuh perih
Bawa serta dirimu,dirimu yang dulu
Mencintaiku apa adanya

Tiba saat mengerti jerit suara hati
Yang letih meski mencoba melabuhkan rasa yang ada
Mohon tinggal sejenak lupakanlah waktu
Temani air mataku teteskan laraku

Cintakan membawamu kembali disini
Menuai rindu membasuh perih
Bawa serta dirimu,dirimu yang dulu
Mencintaiku apa adanya.

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so freaking touching! damn it. give this song to the person you really care/love, trust me. they'll appreciate you :')

:)

2010-08-08T13:35:00.006+08:00

Hello ma'am/sir :)

this is me boyfriend, Ahmad Syarif.♥

handsome ah? I know, aku punya tu. :P nadawah eh, just kidding. artist Singapore tu, Sleeq nama band nya. " aku yang patut, memberinya segala." I got those words from SleeQ's latest song :D lawa. I am actually a bit hyper right now. Semalam, I went to bandar but ke Jerudong Park for dinner and Empire Cinema saja for movies (of course). I met wawi and mira jua, durang liat The Last Air Bender (Avatar). damn, aku mau jua liat cerita tu, siuk usulnya ah :( nada masa lagi kan liat movies, next week sudah puasa ah :( later I am going to Tutong to attend a birthday party! yay, not excited. I wish I have an EOS camera, so that I could take tonnes of pictures of .. MYSELF! :( urgh, stress ku tarus! bah sudah, I am done here. Saja saja kan update, asalkan ada :P kay.

Shalalalalalalalala.

2010-08-06T09:41:00.009+08:00

Hello! friends & readers.

I am just so sakit hati right now because I remembered the moments when I was such an emo kid. Lame :P not to say that I am sakit hati banar, it's just I feel like laughing out loud. That gay bitch is such a perv. He just can't understand me, how pathetic. Peduli apa ku ya sakit hati, ada ya ingau aku kan before? Like he give a shit saja. I think he's been into a thing called Karma which is sweet and revengeful. What goes around, comes around jua? but I just don't get it why aku payah banar kan lupakan ya sedangkan he's just stupid. Jangan gugurkan iman diri kita disebabkan seorang lelaki yang tidak mengenang kita dan tidak mengenang jasa kita. Ya Allah, I feel so great! Inda batah lagi puasa and everything seems so calm right now.

It's friday morning, I just feel like posting this things. so here it is then :)
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Aww, I was touched as I read this. Thanks Zureen for being honest with me. I will surely built more confidence in myself starting from today :')

MallynMohaimin @ Formspring.

2010-08-05T21:37:00.008+08:00

I bought this book the other day. I know it looks so interesting, I have read up to page 8 and it's awesome. Seriously I tell you, although the price is quite expensive but it's worth it tho. This is one of my preparation for the upcoming Ramadhan :D

I am being very religious right now
and I am proud, so? :)

Alhamdullilah. Everybody change and everybody is not perfect. I will try to practise my prayers, InsyaAllah. Happy Advance Berpuasa/Fasting Everyone!

♥

Photoshooooooooots.

2010-08-04T18:17:00.006+08:00

Hello. Welcome!

This week I've been through lots of photoshoots, dua saja actually :P from Ammar and from Qayy Yusri. Thanks guys. I really like the photoshoots, especially when I was in school :P with white tudung and white baju kurung with dark blue kain. It's just amazing, zhaaaaaaaaaaaaaanks mar. :)

From Qayy Yusri:

♥

From Ammar:

Mr Happy? euuuuw. HAHAHAHAHA. lol

That should be me

2010-07-29T22:32:00.006+08:00

Hello Readers :)

Today was just a normal sunny day. At school, we had just few lessons because not many of the students attend class today because of the form 5 trip. not to say few people came, but it's consider quite peaceful today compared to the normal days. Well, since I haven't update my blog with full details for quite a long time, let me share some of my stories.

I feel so happy to see my results although it's decreasing constantly. My mom was a bit shocked to see my English. I knew it! starting from today onwards I have to read lots of English books to improve my English and watch more English movies or cartoons. Talk, read and even sing in English :( so stressful.

Oh yeah, Puasa is like few weeks to go. Can't wait although it's going to be extremely tiring but whatever. I usually sleep at Puasa times and wait for Sungkai Time to arrive. Tonnes of food on the table, man. It's my normal activity every year but this year I am going to try mengaji, praying and read some books that I bought from bismi last week. It's about Prophet Muhammad S.A.W's (peace be upon him) first wife. I read few pages already, it seems to be pretty exciting. It's about love and life. Yeah, have to read that! you know what, I haven't Khatam Al-Quran yet, so lame and late right? I know I know. Few more Jus to go and I am done. I love to read Al-Quran, it brings me some peaceful feelings and happiness yknow. Like people always say, " Pembersih Hati " yeah, it's true. But I haven't read Al-Quran for months now. Have to read it, have to read it, have to read it. And about Sembahyang, I must do it now since I am already 15. Have to practice to make it a habit because it's important. REMEMBER! don't just go to the dark side of the world, try stepping on the bright side :)

I wish that I could go back to ugama school because if I am still attending ugama school I could always do those things that I've mentioned earlier. Seriously! I am acting too religious now but that's okay, it's better! right? We won't stay young for a long time, we will some day go back to what or where we come from. I am loving tudung also since my hair sucks :( girls look good in tudung when they take pictures. True fact!

Tomorrow I am going to have a photoshoot with Qayy Yusri. Which I won't be using tudung but I think I am going to enjoy it. Saa is joining too! heheh ;) One more thing, It's kinda funny. Alisha's sister called dinn, Md Khaizurin. HAHAHAHA. new name ey? nice one. don't get mad dinn, it's only a joke. okayokay, I am getting too serious here. Well, that's all. This is quite good for a come back, so yeah. Toodles, xx.

Perayaan?

2010-07-24T17:27:00.006+08:00

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Hello readers ;)

According to myself, perayaan is fun but I have to think twice before walking down those stalls. Actually I am here to update, obviously. I have a lot of stories but I just don't have the mood to write/spill everything here. Okay, let me write those exciting (not) stories, in details. Aight? :)

His Majesty's Visit to KB: excited!
Report Book Day: Naaaaaaaaah :( english dropped.
School: siuk, ofcourse.

that's it. bytheway, I watched eclipse last sunday with saa, it was awesome. I cried because of Jacob? :( I was too emotional. Maybe I am too obsess with Taylor Lautner. Oh well ;) okay, this is it for now. I'll update more soon. kay? :)

Memories at the largest theme park in South-East Asia (was)

2010-07-16T11:56:00.006+08:00

Tears For Jerudong Park

Posted on September 29th, 2007 by Ignatius Stephen

Jerudong Park

Bandar Seri Begawan - It broke my heart. I had taken my little four-year-old niece one night last week promising her the wonders.

There would be rides of all sorts and much fun and games, I told her. That would be a night to remember.

I hadn’t been to our famous Jerudong Park for many, many years, maybe close to 20 years or so. To me, at that time, it was a memorable experience.

That was not surprising. It was then Southeast Asia’s largest amusement park. Many foreigners came and marvelled. It-was world-class amusement park and I like many others in Brunei, was extremely proud of it.

The sheer quality of the $1 billion Park was overwhelming. It was a 57-acre wonderland. It had taken four-painstaking years to complete the masterpiece. No expense was spared.

But now, I ask myself where have the 39 rides, the Fusing Lagi, the 5G force rollercoaster, Giant Drop, Log Flume Ride and the Top Spin and the rest gone? Riding on the French Carousel was a sad ghostly affair; in fact, the whole place which was alight with a million lights had degenerated into something of a ghost town. Park wardens gathered here and there to have a chat.

Did they care about anything? What was once a not-to-be-missed experience is now largely inactive, derelict and even tending to ruin in places. Your heart ached.

So sad right? I got this post from A Word With Ignatius Stephen. Everytime I pass by Jerudong Park (otw balik kb), I'll be so emotional remembering those days as a child playing around happily at JP. But now it's totally gone. most of the rides are not working anymore, I heard that most of the rides were sold already? ohmy :( I read some information from Wikipedia mentioning that Jerudong Park was an amusement park in Brunei, in 1990's. It was the largest and most expensive amusement park in South East Asia, built and funded by the Bruneian government for $1 billion. It was officially opened to public in 1994, everything was amazing. from rides to walking path to even food courts. but now?! It's not anymore. I miss Jerudong Park, Seriously :(

Our Lovely Leader. :)

2010-07-15T22:34:00.003+08:00

Happy 64th Birthday to His Majesty The Sultan of Brunei.

Allah Lanjutkanlah Usia Baginda. Daulat Kebawah Duli Tuan Patik! :D

I love you like seriously.

2010-07-14T22:08:00.007+08:00

I mith Bangkhj, seriously:(

Ignoreeeeeeeeeeee that. I am bored, got nothing to do, esok cuti corresponding to HM's birthday. Thank god saa is online, sometimes I miss my past time shits. it's funny and arcade photobooth is awethome. sodah sodah, jangan di kenang masa lalu ato, ahaks. fuck lah HAHAHAHAHAHA, okay aku boring :)

bah, bye.

happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday.

2010-07-13T18:58:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Alisha Jefferi Lee :)

Hello Hello Baby.

2010-07-11T21:49:00.008+08:00

" I miss those things that makes me smile and laugh. I miss those moments where he is around, being the only one I love the most all the time, being the only man I appreciate every day, every hour and every second. I need more happiness now than before from a different person. :') "

= RANDOM QUOTE!

Hello everyone,

I am so bored right now. I have tonnes of stories to share actually but I am so tired. So i can't, maybe esok or next week? because now a days I don't feel like blogging anymore, since he left me alone in this cold world. Kamu mau tau apa, since aku di sakitkan like shit I love to do random things like singing, dancing, talking to myself (orang gila's favorite) or talking crap? OHH YEAAAH, IMAGINE! best thing I can do abd I have a talent in imagining things yknow. banar! I always imagine something that won't come true. yeap, feelinnn' crazy sometimes. but imagination is like playing with games, right biatch? :P

yesterday I went to gadong sekajap before the family gathering. Charles & Keith is so damn new, usulnya saja. But shoes nya macam lame sudah? but lawa pulang masih. It's just not my taste anymore? maybe next edition/batch ada yang lawa lawa maybe? who knows. I seriously want to go to Singapore right now! di sana siuk ah C&K nya :( batah eh. HAHAHA, pakan! we had our family gathering di Aminah Arif Jerudong. nyaman ah makanan di sana, I ate nasi goreng ayam. which was so damn nice! ada dua ayam goreng, nyuum. siasiapun :O (apakan emoticon ah?) It's good to be extra happy when you're heart is hurt. bah, I stop here kay?

until then, x.

Bracelets.

2010-07-07T19:47:00.004+08:00

Hello. I am lazy to update, Inactive.

Bestfriends are the best thing in your life.

2010-06-25T21:47:00.007+08:00

Hello readers, I am here to update my damn blog. Not much tho :)
bytheway, It's good to have funny friends. They will make you smile and they will make you laugh. They will also give you some good advice everytime when you are down down down. I ♥ NinoG's and the picture above!

Party In The House.

2010-06-11T21:19:00.006+08:00

Hello Beautiful People. :)

It's Holidays, obviously. One week more to go, then HELLO BACK TO SCHOOL! hell no :( You want to know what, i am loving Running In Heels. That show on E! it's kinda cool and amazing. I really enjoy watching it, besides i don't have much things to do at home :P Saa is currently at my place, banyak cerita kami sudah. yeah (y) awesome. Kan masuk seminggu sudah ni ya di rumah ku :P mostly people (especially boys) world cup fever, kami Gadong fever. I mean, Gossip Fever. mmhmm, awesome berabis. Esok kami ke Gadong kan liat cerita Lagenda Budak Setan. My cousin (Fazira) cakap sedih and siuk ah sampai menangis nangis. aku suka toh, ahaks :P I don't have much to say actually, just have the mood to update. So yeah, here it is. I miss my Boyfriend and I hate to admit that he's car is awesome because I hate his car. pakaaaaan :D

Bah, goodbye.

Ash Stymest is so manith :P HAHAHAHA.

2010-06-07T20:41:00.003+08:00

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Always in my mind.

2010-05-28T20:25:00.014+08:00

Hello readers :)

I am ENGAGED, justkidding. but i changed my facebook status to engaged, not kidding. wtf?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

got this picture from Tumblr and I love it :)

Today was awesome but my leg hurts, hard to explain. Tomorrow i am going to have Combined Science Paper 1 and 2 exams, tough man! I love Physics because banyak calculations, Biology sadang and Chemistry NO. I never thought that studying could even make you feel like dropping off a tall building. okay .. weird :P I am so freaking out right now but i don't have the mood to study :( I seriously need to talk to Azrie Azizan right now because he told me on facebook that he's over with dee (his girlfriend) awwouch. now he's in Gadong with his friends, so yeah. I just have to wait then. You might think that i stalked his profile but actually no. eyoh, pakan. HAHA :)

I guess, may is not a lucky month for me and some people. Well actually a lot of people. sigh, reality. Bah, tukar topic. Aku inda mau sedih sedih di blog ni :D kamu mau tau apa, inda batah lagi holiday wah. Isn't that awesome! yes, Gadong :) mudahan tah si saa dapat eh ke bandar, sanang ku jalan sama ya. kalau inda dapat, boring tah ya aku :( kan liat wayang but nada cerita siuk, kan dating dengan siapa jua? kan shopping berabis, no money :( sigh berabis jua eh. well, after exam aku mesti buat Shopping list. Yes, i should because i have a lot of things in mind that i have to buy. Unnecessary things will be automatically deleted by my precious brain. Haha, that was vain but it's true. don't you just love your brain, huh? crap crap crap, I am talking crap things :)

feeling so random right now and i guess that's all i have to say for today. will update again tomorrow or the day after tomorrow or after exam. I miss Charles and Keith :( mommy, please? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. damn it, I am such a shopaholic. right :D

xo, goodbye.

BIRTHDAYS!

2010-05-26T17:20:00.009+08:00

Sorry guys late greetings, okay here.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
stay awesome :D

15/5: Nabilah Sulaiman and Iqbal Ibrahim :)

16/5: Muhd Khuzaimi Mohaimin (Jamie) :D

22/5 : Abdul Walid Abdul Rahman (dams), Bibi Cuppycakes, Relzz Ak and Nashrullah PHMS :)

24/5: Cikgu Rezal :)

25/5: Izzah Mustafa, Qayum Omar and Dylan :)

♥

laughing will make you feel awesome.

2010-05-26T15:42:00.013+08:00

"Awesome people laugh a lot, if you hate laughing it shows that you're just not worth to be awesome." -mallynmohaimin!

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oh hi and hello you :)

i guess my quote up there is just too awesome to be post. HAHAHA, not. bytheway, now a days aku jarang sudah on msn. adalah masa nya but aku selalu on because of you, Saa Euphric. ngek :P ada email ku yang probably aku inda pakai lagi, so yeah you won't see me there. aku ada email baru sudah, malas ku pakai email lama. wuw :P kalau kamu close (or) one school sama aku, i'll tell you what's been happening to me or aku inbox kamu saja once aku on facebook sudah. it's just a stupid stupid stupid stupid love story to be share with others. It's not embarrassing for me but it's just terrifying. yeah? might as well give it up and forget about it. besides i am now really in love with Lucas, so why bother to love someone who isn't sure if he loves me too or not :) kan kan kan? agree with me please! ahaks. ip you wan to porget me, i porget you lah. jerk ;)

apakaaaaaaaaaaaanz? kejiwa, HAHAHAHA. siuk tadi exam ah, dapat bercerita. masa Geog pulang tu ah, because cikgu zulina and sir tim yang jaga and sir archie ~ macam macam ku cerita sama si saa. actually awal pagi tu nabilah minta tempat duduk nya balik because masa second day exam kami switch places wah, sekali aku cakap jangan because takut SMA sibuk and marah marah cam apa. yatah inda jadi, memang ketawa saja aku ah dalam exam hall (y) bagus tu bagus. bilaaaaaaaaa jua inda?! :D ngaleh ku ni banarnya because aku baru bangun tidur. mata ku wah macam panda masih, kan belajar computer and geography lagi ni ah for esok :( payah wah Geog paper 2 ni, yatah malas ku kan lalai ah. kan lukis lukis lagi ah. clouds lah, forest tah ya. baiktah art tarus, ish. yang sandi combined science lah, baaaaah pacah mua :( payah ni, confirm. but MCQ (Paper 1) sanang pulang, eheks ;) if paper 2, bah sodah payah tah ya ah. :s urang yang kancang pun alum tantu inda gagar tu meliat paper ah. which means it's hard, if aku inda belajar jua. pakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanzx? :P putar belit cakap ku ah, tampakang.

Currently, aku suka lagu: Tanpa - Sixth Sense :') it reminds me of .. AHAKSZ. bah, done! bye.

P/S♥:

my most favourite/sandi quote -

"Never leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love."

i really trust this quote. if you don't believe it, try it. oh yeah btw not all girls are the same, so you better think twice boys. you better appreciate the one you love before the one you like leaves you :)

Maybe leaving was the best. :)

2010-05-25T20:53:00.004+08:00

Hi and Hello readers :)

aku rajin ni update since aku deactivate facebook. bahagia rasaku, wuhu. siuk ah tadi, thanks to hallie and saa for releasing my stress today ;) ahaks. aku kira macam temporary perm rambut ku tadi masa di rumah Hallie, memang curl berabis ah rambut ku. like aww prom night ni :P thanks hallie! i love it yknow, like seriously. saa pun curl kan rambutnya and hallie pun curl kan rambutnya, confirm lawa lah. banar! HAHAHA.

eh, awu. :( kami exam tadi. payah ah Bahasa Melayu paper 2, shit. commerce paper 1 for me sadang lah, atleast terjawap jua semua. mudahan tah credit ah, banartah. maths wah aku gagar berabis. because i ain't good in maths, especially maths paper 1. bah sodah, memang hantam tu aku buat ah, sandi. :( sigh berabis. mudahan tah pass ah malay and maths and semualah. at least credit, gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer berabis wah payahnya malay ah. my point here is, semua subject lah tough ah. eyoh, pakan :P iski usul ku ah? inda macam emo membaie lagi ah? relax, what goes around comes around meh :)

sooooo, aku out of ideas now. EH, lupaku! saa tadi lepak rumah ku lagi, eyah. memang kami dua bercerita pasal pengalaman bercinta ah, memang aku eheks ah dangar ceritanya. macam manith wah manith, kalah wah cerita ku. tsktsk :D esok Geography paper 1 and Commerce paper 2, sibai :( mudahan tah sanang ah commerce, arithmetic lagi. memang banyak mengira ngira ni :P panat ni usul ku esok, habis tudung macam indun. ngek, ahaks. bah, aku kan stop dulu ah. esok InsyaAllah aku sambung lagi bercerita, kay?

bye, xx

BellBoy. ;)

2010-05-24T19:33:00.009+08:00

HI :)

gilaa babi banar paper English tu tadi. stress utak bui :P cemana kan O'Level ni. tsktsk, kepisan saja membayar if fail ah. sandi, ahaks banar. hyper ku harini ah, inda ku tau kenapa. memang banyak baie berterbangan ni uleh ku karang. Imagine ku semalam sama si saa ah pasal our spoiled childrens and masa habis tuition sama hallie lagi. memang hebat kami imagine and sandi lah yang pentingnya. okay okay, let me share some info about our english paper 1 tadi.

Memang gila lah ulehnya. pasal tajuk tajuk nya complicated to think wah sampai 350-600 words ah. aku buat pasal Natural Disasters :p sandi ku membual ah. pasal tsunami lah, earthquake tah ya, urang mati kelaparan tah ya. kapih, wuw! sial, jahat. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH. kalau kapih, duduk diam saja. nanti ada tu urang derma ah :P at least seringgit or cents i guess? pathetic conditions (SMA's favourite word). headache ku eh masani, macam macam dalam fikiran ku. ada commerce paper one wah esok and BM paper 2, confirm ni macam baie. especially aku, memang wajah ni esok ah kan pindahkan bahasa apa. ish :( i'll read what cikgu gave me saja then, like notes and stuffsz. yeah right, memang pass ni semua. mudahan!

Maths wah aku takut, if aku fail marah karang tuition teacher ku :( sibaaaaai. i am so inlove with Charles and Keith ah. mama ku ni batah lagi kan bawa aku Gadong ah. laju maa, inda batah lagi raya ni. habis karang yang lawa lawa :P eyoh. I don't really like vincci anymore yknow, because entah ah inda banyak choice wah untuk aku. size lagi selalu nada, eh! sasak banar. i want to go to singapore because mom said that di sana ada charles and keith store yang basar! OMG OMG. inda ku ingau urang ni if shopping kasut, confirm kejiwa ni sama kasut ah. especially PUMPS/FLATS.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. bah, sudahsudah. aku kan on msn lagi ni and chattingz. bye ♥

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIR, I LOVE YOU! :D hehe.

Picture says: DUDE, seriously you smell like cat shit! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ;)

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! :D

2010-05-23T19:28:00.005+08:00

Seriously, a girl with a broken heart like me should go to this place! it'll make you feel better and happy, banar! if a guy can't make you happy, at least a store like this could. am i right or am i wrong? if you think i'm wrong, you should really check your standards of fashion talks then, HAHAHA :D ♥

He's not my forever.

2010-05-23T16:45:00.006+08:00

Hello.

I've been suffering through hard times and yes i've been crying all night, been alone for awhile, lefted without any goodbyes, no more wonderful things just nightmares and scary realities, sad stories are in my mind right now, cracks of my heart are freaking me out, sound of sadness is all over my head and now i just have to be patience with it. everything that comes, will go. especially beautiful things :')

A girl like me seriously have to face a lot of unlucky things, especially dealing with love. so, i just have to accept the fact that i'm not a perfect human being from now on. yes? haha. last night was not really a good night for me. when i was sleeping, while i was enjoying my dreams, my late grandmother came into my dream and she hugged me as if she knows that i am in pain. that was quite sad for me, i was crying in my dreams. I guess, i really miss my Grandmother :') she asked me, how am i doing right now? how's school and stuff. I said that everything is fine, it's just that a boy just hurted my heart badly. and she said, just be patience with it and i said, okey :') I was seriously crying in my dreams, it's like it's almost the end of everything but i know that it's not.
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Short message: hey you, thanks for hurting me. You've created alot of wonderful things in my life since we met, so i just want to say thanks. :)

I rather have bad times with you. :')

2010-05-22T14:57:00.008+08:00

Hi. I am in tears right now, i feel so weak and dumb. I just don't know what to say anymore, is this the end of me and him? like seriously, :'( wall nada, like status nada lagi, text macam strangers? did i do anything wrong or something? I just don't know what to do anymore :(

I'LL NEVER FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN YOU, PAHAM? :(

how do i ever survive?

2010-05-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

hey, aku mau update saja ni since aku boring and ratak hati sikit pasal si tagap :( aku rindu kau like berabis but exam ni karang kana tabung mengajut ku di hall if aku angan angan angan saja :p so just now POA paper 2, it freaks me out a bit. especially Trial Balance, inda dapat balance ah aku. chibai berabis, sasak ku! inda papa, paper 1 ada. Mesti score ni, baru ada harapan ah kah pass, bukan first term ni :P

boring berabis ku malam ni :| currently texting with Saa Euphric, Alisha Jefferi Lee and Dorsh Jainal :) bah, habis sudah idea.

bye :D

hi baby, i love you :)

2010-05-14T14:27:00.004+08:00

Hello readers :)

If i am with him as a couple, today would be our 15th monthsary :') siuk jua tu right? batah berabis aku sabar sama ya. well, that's awkwardly awesome i guess. we can't force someone to love us back but we can put some faith on them. kan? :') can't wait for sunday, mesti awesome ni. HAHAHAHA. Not much to say because today is a friday but i want to say something also. kinda bored right now, not much to do. sleep? yes, right after i've finish posting this, kay? yesterday was fun for me and my bestfriends, Hallie and Saa. because:

we got the chance to visit our sons :)
i curled their hair with and iron flat, cool.

bah atu saja ah for today, toodles, xo

hair, i love you. please be nice to me on sunday :)

i love you once, i love you twice and i love you forever :)

2010-05-11T18:45:00.003+08:00

Lucas Noah Sulimin :) ♥

This boy really inspires me to go to school every morning. He is my fake son but i love him so much. Just like a real mother loving her very own son. Heheheh. Unfortunately, now i rarely meet him because they also have classes to be held, so their Teachers don't really allow us to visit them all the time but that's okay, i can still visit him on break time tho. The best part is, everytime when he sees me he will run to me and hug me. Awww, so sweet and touching for me. :) Daddy must be very jealous, Hehehehe just kidding. I love to kiss his cheeks everytime when it's time for me to go, seriously ♥

Marriage? = i am too young to think about it honey.

2010-05-10T13:51:00.006+08:00

hi. Just feels like updating my blog, so yeah ;)

first of all, school was kind off awesome. everything is back to normal, no more practices but more classes :( ergh. Sometimes in class i love to daydream about my future living. Like when i am having my own family, i have an amazing job and i have an absolutely lovely husband. isn't that awesome? but i know i am just too young to think about this things plus now i have a fake son (lucas♥), adorable daughters (NinoG's♥) and a lovely so called husband ;) Teacher rafidah told us (me, hallie and saa) that marriage is a big responsibility and that is absolutely true. Now i realize that at this age if i think about marriage, it won't last long compared to if i am working then i think about marriage. That would be so different, right? HAHAHAHAHA! it's kinda creepy that i am actually talking about marriage right now :s enjoy selagi masih ada masa untuk enjoy, karang if aku berlaki kan conquer jua tu? :D inda siuk tu, unless if laki ku tu Zac Efron or Taylor Lautner then i'll be totally 100% happy, trust me. :P

Back to what happened at school. nothing actually happened, i got a bronze medal :( boooo, sekadar! pasal aku ikut relay wah tu, sober. memang yang number 3 lah jua ah kami? sandi eh, malas ku kan cerita kenapa kami dapat number 3. memalukan Yello House saja :( emosi jua aku bercerita sama si amalk tadi pagi tu ah? memang pressure muka ku. sandi :P aku ni memang emosi ni, inda dapat control sudah. so paham paham tah ah? bukan melanji tu :D aku andang di lahirkan dengan jiwa yang kejiwa kan mati sulku :P HAHAHAHAHAHA. pakan? hyper banar. karang lagi tuition, mudahan sir inda marah ah. pasal last week on wednesday aku inda datang, nada transport -.-' hohohohohoho. bah, until here saja ah? xx

P/s: I miss you, Tagap. seriously :( ♥

I am fantastic but she's wonderful. :/

2010-05-09T22:22:00.006+08:00

i love this two pictures so much ♥

Hello :)

HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY EVERYONE IN THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD and I LOVE MY LOVELY MOM! ♥♥♥♥

Yes, it's almost midnight and i am so happy. Maybe because he's still on msn ;) sports day yesterday was amazing. I LOVE YELLOW HOUSE/HULUBALANG TEAM. aku rindu sudah kan sports day ah, banyak wah tukar dp di facebook which means banyak banar gambar ah. :D ngek. next week maybe aku Gadong, yay. dapat ni spend time with saa and .... ah? :P ahaks. baie, iski aku ah. kan mati banar -.-'

Nowadays, everything is cool and fantastic but i am just worried about saa's situation. macam makin jauh ah durang dua tu, memang aku ingau berabis :s kalau aku wah jadi ya, confirm tu ah kejiwa habis. menangis saja ku tu ~ sandi. i made this one note, memang aku kejiwa. shitshit! HAHAHAHAHAHA. aku ni memang emusi ah, so please jangan sakitkan hati ku. memang mati if aku ucap, please ah? :P

atuwah, 14th ni sah tah sudah masuk 15 bulan ah aku suka si tagap. shit, tahan berabis ah? walaupun ya selalu sweettalk aku ah -.-' but atleast aku sabar ~ eheks. sometimes i wonder if he thinks about me too. like .. complicated banar kan ku cakap di sini but yeah i always wonder that. :/ sometimes he may be selfish but i just don't know why i have a lot of wonderful memories with him. Just perfect for me :') aku wah selalu imagine ah, what will happen to me if ya inda di hidup ku? it'll be like totally dull. :( sedangkan ya inda online lagi aku sudah kejiwa ah. ingau berabis, HAHAHAHAHA. but banar pulang tu ah, ahaks.

okay, blank ku sudah. bah, toodles and Goodnight :)

P/s: I know youre reading this tagap, I MITH YOU LIKE CRAZY. :/

It wasn't supposed to be a dream, boy. :(

2010-05-07T15:58:00.006+08:00

Hi everyone :)

I am here to write something good about my self and why i love him so much until now. okay, first of all .. today was awesome! :D i love it but panas wah tadi pagi, gilaaaaaaaaaaaa. memang sandi, hitam muka tarus ah? ahaks. back to what i was talking about, let me describe something good about myself:-

i love to laugh as loud as i can but i don't want to be annoying tho :)
i love to eat alot of things, especially expensive foods.
shopping is a part of my job because i love picking things and collecting them ;)
sports was never on my dictionary, sorry.
photography is one of my passion/golds.
i am very close with my mom.
i really want a DSLR camera right now. :(
aku masih ada bantal buruk. HEHEHEHE.
i am a bit boros -.-'
Japanese food is one of my addiction, gawd. :D
coca-cola = FAVOURITE!
i have a lot of amazing friends and i love them all.
my bestfriends are crazy wonderful people from planet jupiter! ahaks.
teachers are like my rule model (depends siapa)
msn, facebook, tumblr, twitter and blogging is a part of my daily activity everyday. :)
talking/texting with him for hours everyday is a must for me, i just can't help it.
talking and gossiping with saa euphric and others are my classworks. :)
being fat is amazing but sometimes so depressing, ergh. :/
waking up is a must for me. :P like seriously.
eating my meals are one ways of releasing stress :D whooot? HAHA.
being bored and sleepy in class is just wonderful for me! :D
i never trust the word forever. please lah ah? so disgusting.
waiting for him to reply my text as if there's no tomorrow is a must for me :)
all the time i think about foods and him and my facebook account ;)
sharing stories with my mom is like a must. kay?
nowadays i love to sleep around 11-12 pm, even on weekdays.
taking pictures! me love. :D
aku paling banci banar banar BACKSTABBER, LIAR, ORANG YANG INDA PAHAM BAHASA, PEMAJAL, ANNOYING, SETAIE, MIHIR, KAN MATI USULNYA and a lot more ;)
i love to make friends with anyone :)
i don't like reptiles animals, semua sekali.
aku suka berjiwang ~
i love to imagine things ;)
i have 9 daughters,1 son and a loving husband. (school jokes)
always wish to go to New York City, LA, London, San Francisco, Dhubai, Singapore and Bandung (Indonesia)
i am not that into maths :|
i speak fluent Bahasa Sarawak, Bahasa Brunei and maybe English. :)
i really seriously hate public toilets. :s
i love Grey, Purple and Light Yellow. :)
i am closterfobic. :D
i am not a spoiled brat. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

i've described quite a lot of things about myself. :D now let me describe something about him and why i love him so damn much:-

known him for about 17 months now :)
among guys yang pernah aku suka, ya ani tah yang stick lama ni di hati ku. ahaks
he's sweet and cool.
more into indie type of fashion, i guess?
loves coke. :D
our age are quite far.
he makes me feel beautiful, thanks.
aku suka jalan sama ya.
his laugh is adorable!
shouldernya tagap. :P ahaks.
quite talented in swimming.
pemanis ni urangnya. ehem :D
fun to talk to :)
a loving person.
aku suka kalau ya bermanith, memang kambang ku tarus macam balloon. :D
sukaaaaaaaaaa banar bercali, eheks. :P
peniduran! (y)
kalau kami chat malam malam, sampai tengahmalam alum tantu habis eh. :)
suka tertidur di petang hari.
not that into games, i guess?
love musics.
he's one of my bestbestbestcloseguyfriend ever! ahaks.

alright, i am done here amigos. will update soon, okay? :D toodles ♥

Latest on my list of musics :D

2010-05-06T17:58:00.004+08:00

thanks dinno! ;)

Sambungan :D

2010-05-06T16:12:00.015+08:00

Hello pretty boys and handsome girls! :)

here are some awesome pictures that i have currently. Mostly on day two, the pictures are from khairina's camera :D so enjoy!

Day Two:-

from khairina's camera:

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from my camera:

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Credits to Saa Euphric ;) ♥

This is what i get in St James's School :')

2010-05-06T15:52:00.012+08:00

This are some of our school sports day training (day one) pictures and i got all this pictures from Ammar! thanks dude. :D

Day One:-

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now i know why i love my bestfriends and St James's School :)